that took almost every ounce of me to write. and it feels good to let you know how i feel. but i haven't gotten a response from you yet. just a facebook friend denial. again. that kills me. our friendship started there. and now i think that's where it's ending. i'm too grown up to have these feelings. and i'm a bitch for stringing poor kyle around. same thing with blakes 1 and 2. i realize now that i did it all to be close to you. they all reminded me of you in some way. this could be our love story. the beginning struggle. i hear the soundtrack, i see the tears forming. too bad i don't know how this ending is going to go down. hopefully with me in your arms until september. for so long i couldn't wait for that date to come. now i want to go back in time. to a week ago. and tell you how i really felt.
this is so my notebook.
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