i cry, never gonna hold the hand of another guy

travelin' solider. story of my life. i miss you already. and i'm going to see you in a week. just the fact that you're not in the same state as me makes me miss you. you're all that i have been able to think about today. i love you. i think i fell in love with you that night. you were so sweet. and since then i have been able to think of nothing else. you make me smile, you make me happy, you make me love you more and more each day. but i shouldn't. in 5 months you'll be shipped out. in 5 months i will cry harder then i ever have before. i better see you before you go. you and i need closure. and i need your address so we can still have a shot. trevor, i love you. please be careful, please just let me know that our plans for the future will come true. just this once.